Eclectic Balance

I want to be everything.

I want to be a

  • singer
  • songwriter
  • dancer
  • blogger
  • racecar driver
  • farmer
  • horse trail guide
  • hobo with a van I live out of and name it ‘moondust’
  • skinny
  • pretty
  • healthy
  • I want to eat everything in sight
  • lazy
  • busy
  • smart
  • pianist
  • guitarist
  • theatre teacher
  • performer
  • artist
  • mama

I want to be able to spend Sunday’s in my husbands arms, in a hammock, in the middle of nowhere. BUT!   I want to be a famous singer who is on tour and lives on a tour bus and travels everywhere. I want to move but stay still. I want to go, but I fear change. I want to live in the country, but I cant be content in a small town.

Where is the balance?!?!?!

How am I supposed to accomplish all of my goals when logically there is not enough time, nor do I possess the talent or patience???


Set clear goals.

Read Matthew 6:25-34.

Obviously blog about it instead of getting something more productive done.

I just want to be sunshine: To be a light. To be a lamp. Why do I care about the blank line after Occupation? Why do I care about a degree that I may or may never possess? Why do I pick out tour busses I may never live on? I am human. We are human. With out dreams what’s the point of moving forward? At the same time, what’s the point in working so hard at something you may never get? Enjoy the journey. Its a marathon not a race. All that good stuff. It’s life, it’s meant to be lived. Not conquered.

Officially PMSing,


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